My sexual life

So this is my first update in this journal. I've thought about creating a sex journal before but never have until now. No one I know reads this and I'm not sure if I want them too. This way I can be totally free to say anything. I could just make a private, traditional journal but I want people to here what I have to say. I just don't want people I know reading this. It would make things kind of wierd.

So anyway, I guess I'll start off this journal with an update about my most recent sexual experience, this morning. I'm not quite sure why I did it. I wasn't particularily horny or anything but my head was all fucked up and depressed and I thought it might help cheer me up or something. I did feel much better afterwards, so I guess it worked. We didn't even really have much sex. I wasn't very wet and I'm quite tight so it didn't work very well. We did have a good amount of foreplay and shit though. I feel kind of bad though because he had to work so because of me he didn't get any sleep. He didn't necessarily mind all to much though, go figure, but I still feel bad. Anyway, while he was eating me out I had a sudden longing for another chick to be there as well. Ah, threesomes are so much fun. Its difficult because there is one chick I want right now and she happens to be sleeping only a few feet from me, but I can't have her. I want her boyfriend too, but he's a one-woman-man. Damn! I see them together and its double the jealousy because I want them both but can't have either of them. I badly want both a girlfriend and a boyfriend right now. I am so greedy. There is a chick interested in me who I'm interested in as well but I rarely get to see her. I want somebody I can see often. Grr. Oh well. Guess that's all I have for now...until next time.